I feel as though I'm out of the loop on many things, from this blog, to friends, to the state of the world and its affairs. I have a feeling it's because I'm about to start my final semester and still feel unprepared even though I've been busy all summer. Or maybe it's because I've been busy all summer that I feel unprepared - I haven't had time to breath and sort things out. Ah well, time to forge full steam ahead. As it is I need to finish my final semester of school (EVER!!!), find a job, and get ready to be a big girl with a big girl life. I always thought I'd be ready for it, scared - but ready. Now I'm not so sure. Technically I'm going to graduate with a degree that would allow me to manage a Walmart or an Escada store, but because the market is what it is, I'm worried that I won't be able to do anything.
8/21
So I had to go to work after I wrote that first part, but now I've got a few days off so I can write. By the way, you want a reason to kill yourself? Try leaving your keys at the train station and not realizing it till 2 AM and then realizing that the train station doesn't open till Monday. Yeah... I'm not excited.
However, it is my older sister's 26th birthday, and that is exciting. I'm also sitting on her couch and watching Independence Day and watching her get her hair done. All in all, not too bad. Now we're just waiting to go pick up the chines for dinner. YUM!!!
